| Faded to black, he's poppin' down prozac. |
[09 Mar 2008|01:42am] |
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So, every time I say I'm going to post on here, I lie.
I think i'm going to start a new LJ, for work related bitching.
Because there's a 'no-blogging' policy, it's gotta be anonymous.
Therefore, I wont post a link.
But if you want one, just let me know.
The one who said she'd rather be alone;
If you could only see me now.
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| I know I miss more than hit. |
[18 Sep 2007|05:09pm] |
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I never ever write in here any more, but I think I'll start again. I need to jot down stuff. =]. Anyways. Last night I had a weird dream. Apparantly one of my cat paws washed off in the shower. I was like. 'wtf?!'. Yeah. That's pretty much all I can remember. Other than the whole worm in the toilet after I took a shit, which is just disgusting. x_x. Anyone else dream of shitting? Haha.
So.. Yeah.
I'll write more later.
He was warm, he came around,
he was dignified.
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| There is nothing special about me, I am just a lil' star. |
[06 Jun 2007|09:27am] |
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I had a dream that I watched someone commit suicide.
Apparantly, he was standing on some post thing under a bridge, but not in the water yet. And he jumped, but he didnt die. So my boyfriend jumps in after him and pulls him out. But then this guy just gets back up, and gets up higher and jumps again. This time was the money shot. He jumped and faceplanted onto a big cinderblock thing holding the bridge up. Definitely dead this time. So we walked away after seeing that.
I don't remember any more, its just coming to me in spurts.
Morbid, eh?
Yesterday I got in a car accident. So now I'm sore all over.
So, matt and i were driving along park ave.
And this stupid bitch ignores her stop sign and pulls out right in front of us.
And so she hits my side of the car.
I've got horrible bruising, and i'm lucky i didnt break anything. i'm in so much flipping pain though, it's not even funny.
I got to ride in an ambulance! =D. too bad i was hurt, or else it had a fun prospect.
And matt's car is practically totalled.
But it was 100% the other idiot's fault, so she's going to have to pay.
If it seems that I'm shining,
It's probably the reflection of something that you already are.
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| It's not enough to hear me say you won. |
[26 Apr 2007|08:49pm] |
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Hi everyone.
I rarely ever write in here any more, and I'm sure no one reads this anyways.
I feel so disorientated right now, and it's for the gayest reason ever.
Neopets changed the whole website's layout. All my coding on everything is screwed up. So, in my guild, i've got 234 (currently) members asking me what's going on with our layout, and it's putting a lot of pressure on me. x_x. I don't know what the hell to do. They messed up all the flipping html.
 Anywho.
I quit queer walmart. Finally. Got a new job at the CVS warehouse. My orientation is tomorrow morning, and I'll probably be starting Sunday night. I'll be working 3rd shift, 11 pm to 7 am. I'll be making more than 3 bucks more an hour than at walmart. Thank goodness.
Last entry, I said I'd put a tattoo pic up. I've yet to get a good one, but this'll do.
Its been about 2 months since I got it, you can clearly see by the date part of the picture.
And in case you're totally blind, its the cat paw prints on my chest.
I'm looking for a cheap car - anyone know anyone selling any?
Haha.
I'm out.
I found mayonnaise bottles and poked holes on top to capture tinkerbell;
They were just fireflies to the untrained eye,
But I could always tell.
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| I'm the closest to heaven that I've ever been |
[19 Jan 2007|08:48pm] |
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I've become out of touch.
With all my older friends that I've got.
Sully, Jess, Chris, etc.
I'm going to fucking miss you, Jess, when you move.
And right now, I'm just crying over it.
Because. D:. You've been here for me for a few years now.
And I'ma miss you so damn much. =(.
Why is Arizona so far away? D:. Bah.
But you'll be happy, so that's awesome.
All I want for all my friends is for them to be happy.
=D. So.
Hrmf.
Because the night belongs to lovers,
because the night belongs to us.
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| Come on baby, say it, do you think i'm gonna cry? |
[08 Jan 2007|01:08am] |
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Ps.
I lost 8 pounds this week.
So fucking proud of myself.
SOMEONE GIVE ME A GOLD STICKAAAA. ;D.
She's touch, smell, sight, taste, and sound.
But somehow I can't believe
That anything should happen.
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| Underneath your clothes there's an endless secret |
[04 Jan 2007|11:46pm] |
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So, last night, I went with Cara, Aimee, and Brandy to Walpole, MA, to see Flydown, this -amazing- cover band. Will, Jay, and ... er. I forget her name. Were supposed to come. And then they realized Will forgot his id. So they went to Prov instead. D:. Nofair. Anyways. We get there. And Cara knows the lead singer, Brian Kerins. That man is gorgeous -and- talented. And he's a sweetie, to boot. He bought all four of us drinks. =D. Of course, I only had a shirley temple. D:. Damnit. Then, after a little while, when the other Will got off work, he headed up to Walpole to catch the second half of the show. And he ended up taking the pictures of us all together and such. And Brian was right behind me. =D. Yay. Haha. He's really nice. ;D. Anywaaaay.
Tonight. Me and Cara got off at 7. Went to my house, got my belt. Because my pants kept falling off. Then, we went to Cara's for her to change. Then to Matt's to get him. Then we go off to Office Depot to look at laptops. =). All too expensive. Hooray! So, we drove around.. Went to Old Navy. Then, we went to Chuck E. Cheeses. Yes. We did. =D. (Wow. This post is covered in text smilies. LYKOMG!Z!11!). We had pizza, then we got some tokens and went on the cheesy roller coaster simulators and played games. Me and matt both hit the jackpot at relatively the same time on the racecar game. Then we went in the sketch machine, which is only -1- token per picture there... And spent about 3 or 4 tokens a piece in there. Hella fun. Once, it went off before we even posed. And me and Matt almost pissed ourselves laughing at it. I was quite literally
ROTFLMAOing. =D.
Then we went home. Yay.
I'm just a simple girl
in a high-tech digital world.
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| you and me, and me and you. |
[01 Jan 2007|02:33am] |
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i'm at jess river's house. =D. yay.
chris and rissa just went home like, 15 ago.
i only had a huge glass of rum and dr. pepper.
then half a urhm. i forgot. D:.
and then 1 and a half bacardi sour things.
yeah. and i'm not even drunk right now.
just forgetful.
i'm not even tipsy.
but i dont want to go out to the car to get another bacardi.
its cold.
and i dont want a hangover anyways. =\.
i've gotta work at 10:30.
-sighs-.
new picture, if anyone feels like taking a second or two to comment.
but i doubt anyone will. =|.
we watched uhm. 'imagine me and you'. it was a really cute movie about a girl that got married, then saw a girl that she like. automatically fell in love with at her wedding/reception. and yeah. she divorced her husband and lived happily forever after with the other girl.
and then we watched 'the descent'. it was iffy. =|. it wasnt really real enough or anything. and the ending -sucked ass-. but. eh. D:.
but anyways. me and jess are going to watch something else right now. ;DD. Then we're going to sleep. Yay.
and then I go to work.
i can't see me lovin' nobody but you
for all my life.
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| Here I am, I'm a man on the scene. |
[29 Dec 2006|11:07pm] |
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Yesterday:
Worked.
Went to the Emerald Square Mall.
Bought:
PJ pants from Sears.
Coin sorter from Sears. (Damn gift card. I hate sears).
Cute polka dotted pants with cherries on them from Torrid.
A Miami Ink tshirt from Spencers.
Dinner for me and Cara.
10 bucks gas for Cara's husband's truck.
Total spent:
About 70.
Today:
Woke up, found out I got approved for a credit card, finally.
Worked.
Thought about buying a new computer.
Looked into buying a new computer.
=|.
So. In total, I've got about 640 dollars spending money.
Well. About 600. Internet bill's coming soon.
I need to find a roommate. And an apartment. D:
And now you're halfway 'round the world,
And I'm just a day behind.
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| I really cant stay, oh, but its cold outside |
[25 Dec 2006|11:14pm] |
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The rundown:
From Dad/Gail/Tucker/Molly/"Santa"/Cindy:
1. An ugly purple jacket.
2. An ugly barney-purple beaded shirt.
3. An ugly plain white shirt.
4. Really ugly courderoy pants.
5. Jeans that are too short.
All of which add up to 130 dollars and are being returned tomorrow and I'm buying stuff that I like that -fits-.
Plus:
6. Really awesome suede boots.
7. A scarf.
8. A hat.
9. Gloves.
10. A 20Q which my mom and her boyfriend are now -obsessed- with.
(Along with my cousin Stephen.).
11. Scrapbooking kit.
12. Sewing by number thing. =|.
13. A magic video my dad picked up at an airport.
14. About 4 t-shirts my dad and Gail picked up on their cruise.
15. Truffles!
Probably more stuff, but I can't remember it.
From my Memere/Pepere/Aunts/Uncle:
1. 25 dollar visa giftcard.
2. 20 dollar walmart giftcard.
3. 35 dollar check.
4. A box of chocolate covered cherries. Haha.
From my Mom/Bobby:
1. Gorgeous blue bathrobe.
2. Heated blanket.
3. Fleece blanket.
4. Insulated gloves.
5. Plain White T's CD.
6. Fergie CD.
7. Watch.
8. Body wash / lotion.
9. Massager.
Probably more here, too. Haha.
Anywho, I've got a lot of stuff to bring back to sears tomorrow after work. Should be fun. =|. Haha.
In the meadow we can
build a snowman.
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| There she goes, There she goes again. |
[23 Dec 2006|11:09am] |
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The rundown:
Wednesday:
Went with Jess to the movies to see Unaccompanied Minors. It was cute. Went to Uno for dinner. Spent about 60 bucks total. It was pretty fun.
Thursday:
Went with Justin to Lincoln Park to see Gilbert Gottfried live. It was so great. I got to smack some ass. Of one of the opening acts. ;D. We got vip tickets, front row center, due fully to lucccck. =D. I got to make an ass of myself in front of a bunch of people i didnt know. Great, yes?
Anyways.
Yeah.
Thursday night was better and far cheaper, but both nights were fun.
Tonight, Saturday:
Working from either 6pm - 12:30 or 7pm - 12:30. I dont know. Its one or the other. Come visit me. D:.
Tomorrow:
Working, then jetting to my dads house after work. Then staying overnight there. Then he's bringing me and my sister to my grandparents' house. Then I'm home for the night and I have to work the day after. Haha.
Anyways, I've gotta go take a shower. My dads picking me up in a few and we're shopping for my mom. Stores should be a zoo. Hooray!
You're in the corner with your boys, you bet them 5 bucks
you'd get the girl that just walked in but she thinks
you suck.
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| Everybody Tries To Put Some Love On The Line. |
[15 Dec 2006|12:45am] |
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1. Job = Going Good.
2. Cable Internet.
3. New Printer.
4. Christmas Shopping Is 95% Completed.
5. I Think.
6. 3 New Cd's:
- Teddy Geiger. [Because he is, undoubtably, a GOD].
- P!nk. [Because now I can say I own all her cds again].
- Now That's What I Call Christmas 3. [Because I can, mmk?].
Hate is a strong word.
But I really really really
Dont like you.
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| Its better unfabulous |
[28 Nov 2006|12:26pm] |
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I havn't been updating much, I know.
Anywho, I stayed home from work sick yesterday, not feeling much better today, but still going in. I've felt like shit in general for a few weeks now. =|. I believe I've got tomorrow and thursday off. =). So, that's something to look forward to... So is my paycheck. =D. On thursday... So I'm going to have to go in and get it anywho. I've only spent about 90 bucks from my last paycheck (last wednesday) so far anyways... Then I went and won 50 bucks on a scratch ticket the other night... so. =D. That's decent.
I scratched a 'Winter Green' ticket in case you're wondering. ;D. Which you're not. But the past 2 I've had have been winners. One for 4 bucks, one for 50. =). & The tickets cost 2 a piece. So. Decent profit much?
My poor cat has fleas thanks to my dog. -_-;. Seriously, they got transferred to bubba from someone petting Sammy then petting Bubba. D;. Or something. Because Sammy doesnt come in the house and Bubba doesnt go outside.
Poor cat. D:.
I was scratching him and rubbing him for quite a while yesterday to ease his itchiness. He was purring like it was going out of style.
An eagle wants a canyon and a place where he can
rest his wings a while.
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| Wrapped in plastic, it's fantastic! |
[15 Nov 2006|11:09pm] |
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There are people. Outside of Wal*Mart. Aka, 10+ of them. Right now. Waiting. For friday. For a ps3.
I don't know how they do it. o_o.
Anywho. Tonight, I worked alongside Matt. =D. We were friends for a few years, from about 2nd - 5th grade or so. When I went to the YWCA summer day camp. Those were fun times. I miss them. Anyways, after I stopped going to the YWCA, we grew apart, and I'd seen him in school, but we never talked. Not even a 'hi' or anything. And tonight... I get the register next to his.
I mean, no, i've never had anything against him, but we hadn't spoken in a while. It was awkward, but it was also great. =D. We talked and reminisced and such. It made me want to turn back time so badly. I remember liking him so much back then. I mean -seriously- liking him. For years. But now, he's just sorta... D:. Eww. Friend-type. Seeing as he's got gay mannerisms and such. And probably is gay. =|. But who am I to know.
I guess I'm just glad to be regaining a new friend.
And I've made friends with a few co-workers. Cara came in tonight with her mom that flew in from Texas, and I had a nice chat with her mom about Cracker Barrel. =). Haha.
And I chatted with Craig a bit, (someone I've known since 9th grade, whom I thought I'd never see again after school ended, who now works with me), and he knows nothing of marine animals. He's pretty daft.
I'm working 6 pm - 10:30 pm tomorrow and friday.
Visit me.
PLEASSSE. ;D.
I spent more time talking with Matt tonight than working. It was so damn slow.
I like this shift. -nods-.
Tomorrow's pay day!
And. I need to gather up a roommate from somewhere. To eventually get an apartment.
One that can preferrably pay rent. ;D. (yes, that was directed towards you, justin).
Kthnxbai.
You can brush my hair,
Undress me anywhere.
;D.
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| Everybody's got a drug dealer on speed dial |
[13 Nov 2006|03:02pm] |
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I'm sick. A cold. How greatttt. I've lost my appetite, aka, i cant even make it through a single thing of ramen... And. I'm all stuffed up and my throat hurts. Started yesterday at work. Hopefully, I'll be over it by wednesday afternoon so I don't have to deal with it at work again. -_-;.
Working on Sundays is great. I get time and a half pay, aka 11+ bucks, and its wicked empty in there. We spent more time just standing around yesterday than actually working.
Neopets has gone overboard with the plot that's going on right now... It involves some complex math in some parts, and it's way complex either way. Kids cant do this shiite. x_x. And I havn't passed a math class since 10th grade. Lm.a.o. =].
The girls come easy and the drugs come cheap,
we'll all stay skinny 'cause we just wont eat.
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| When I was younger, I fell in love with the girl next door |
[09 Nov 2006|06:28am] |
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I had an odd dream last night. I wont go into details because, frankly, i dont remember them. But, lets just say 2 planes landed on top of one another, and everyone died. In my grandmother's backyard. While I was there... And. I sign on... And go to aol.com. And the first headline I see is 'On-Demand News Videos
Plane Lands Atop Another'. Odd much?
Anyways. Today I'm going in to wal*mart from 10-3 for the paid orientation/training, and finding out my hours.
Then I'm home and junk.
Yeah.
I bought a new dickies hoodie. I think I'm in love with it. It's warrrrm. =]. And I bought a couple pins and a Double Dare iron on for it. I cant bear to leave hoodies just... blank. D:. So. It's already got that patch and those pins. And I think I've got a few more pins somewhere, but I'll look later. When it's less 6 am-y.
& I got an Aqua Teen t-shirt.
Because Meatwad is the shizz.
The clouds are rolling in
Because I'm gone again,
To him I just can't be true.
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| Lately I feel so small, Maybe it's just that my bed has grown? |
[06 Nov 2006|01:01am] |
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Yeah.
So apparantly, Joe's parents found out I live in Rhode Island, and he's not allowed to drive here.
So, fuck him. That's pretty much what he's saying to me.
H0B0S3XUA1: ...?
Dos Falcones: im sorry, i really am
H0B0S3XUA1: you seriously blocked me.
Dos Falcones: but i didnt feel like having this conversation right now
Dos Falcones: but i guess i can
H0B0S3XUA1: i wasnt going to say anything.
Dos Falcones: my parents found out where you lived and put the hammer down
H0B0S3XUA1: but you blocking me pissed me off. =D
H0B0S3XUA1: oh, wonderful.
Dos Falcones: im not allowed to drive to RI, so i cant see you
Dos Falcones: and im sorry i didnt tell you sooner
Dos Falcones: i know i hurt you, i wish it wasnt like that
Dos Falcones: im sorry
H0B0S3XUA1: yeah.
H0B0S3XUA1: ok.
Dos Falcones: just know it has absolutely nothing to do with you, or even me for that matter
Dos Falcones: if im not allowed to spend time with you, then this cant work
H0B0S3XUA1: yeah.
H0B0S3XUA1: i know.
Dos Falcones: but i know youll find someone special, better than me probably
H0B0S3XUA1: i doubt it. D:
Dos Falcones: dont
Dos Falcones: youre really special, and you will find someone
H0B0S3XUA1: whatever.
Dos Falcones: sorry
Dos Falcones: i really am
H0B0S3XUA1: yeah.
Why is it whenever i let myself get attached / like someone, i get hurt? Even in these small, miniscule, idiotic ways.
This is the shit i hate.
This is why I liked being with Jessica. Because she was here. In Woonsocket. Not off somewhere where they can say their parents wont let them come.
I cry over the smallest things.
I be up in the gym just working on my
Fitness. ;D
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[05 Nov 2006|12:22am] |
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I dislike males in general at the moment.
But I'm sure he'll call me or get online at some point and say "I'm sorry for not being able to come over at all, my parents made me ______".
And I cant blame them for spending time with him when he's home from college once a month.
And I cant blame him for staying there.
So, I'm not mad at Joe. Just disgusted by males in general, for calling as an afterthought instead of beforehand.
And I also dislike the price of tattoos. -_-;.
Fucking minimum prices suck ass.
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| Even losers can get lucky sometimes |
[02 Nov 2006|11:49pm] |
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Talk about odd dreams.
Ok. i started working at this restaurant, where you bring the food outside to the people in the walk-through. how gay. and. this one guy requested free leftovers. and i asked the chef for some, and she said 'no'. so i go outside to tell him no, and he stabs me with a knife. but it doesnt hurt because it wasnt too sharp? i give him the fries i've got for another person, and he's like 'THAT'S NOT ENOUGH!' and i look for the chicken, but it's dissappeared. D=. So he stabs me again. Then, his partner in crime comes over with a gun. And I run inside.
So. I run downstairs with the cook, who happens to be sully at a closer glance, and chris. o.o. And. We hide down there in the basement. I'm in this big pile of stuffed animals. And he finds me. And shoots me in the head. I dont black out or anything. I just run after he leaves. D:.
And thats all i can remember.
Then, I wake up to the episode of Fresh Prince where Will takes a bullet for Carlton. Its like. O_O. Woooow.
Who knew leftovers were that important?
Anyways. Looking forward to Joe coming down tomorrow night. He's going to get here at 11, and stay for 3 or 4 hours, then he's gotta head back home. D=.
And my mom finally got paid. So I'm -definately- going to get the tattoo tomorrow. I'm not putting it off any longer. I've been fascinated for a few years now, waiting to get one, since I watched my aunt get hers for an hour and a half.
I've got 20 bucks right here. -pokes envelope-. 7 bucks here. -pokes cash-. And hopefully 40 bucks or so from my mom. =]. -nods-. I'll go once Sully gets out of school and going for coffee. x_x.
Ok. Yeah.
Give me just a little more time,
Maybe we will find the words that will change our minds.
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| What goes up must come down |
[31 Oct 2006|09:06pm] |
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=].
i have enough candy to rot my teeth for 3 whole years!
i also got about 4 things of raisins, a bag of popcorn, and a 24 pack of crayons.
=]. but i'm not complaining. that was my last year of trick or treating, and me, sully, leah, chris, kyle, cat, and sam lived it up.
with cat and sam falling down at random houses. ;D. and kyle being gay. naturally.
=D.
I lost myself in your show last night,
Lookin at the sparkly lights,
In the middle of a fresher crowd.
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| You are my only girl but you're not my only girl |
[31 Oct 2006|05:05am] |
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Gangrene Geisha: =]
Dos Falcones: shes back!
Gangrene Geisha: o= who?
Dos Falcones: my angel
Gangrene Geisha: awwwwwwww. =D
I've decided to give long distance a chance, once again.
I mean, it's only new york. Not california.
He can see me about once a month for now. He's coming down here on friday. Then he'll be coming down on thanksgiving, then for a week or two at christmas.
His parents' house is in connecticut, so it's an hour drive to me. But. He's determined to make it work, and I like his determination. He's one of the sweetest males i've ever met. And it's making me crazy.
Next year, when he's not a freshman any more... he can have his car there. (for now, he takes a bus back home)... and he can come visit more often. =].
I think I'm going to get my heart tattoo on friday. Seeing as thats when my mom will have money to give me for 'shoes'. And that's when he and I will officially be together. Have met. Have kissed. Have snuggled. Etc. ;D.
Oh yeah. Halloween.
I think i'm going to go trick or treating with Sully, Leah, and Toni.
My mom's got this crazzzzy cavewoman costume.
And I'm going to wear it.
Complete with Mullet wig and huge plastic bat. =D.
So. I'm going to go up to houses. And instead of trick or treat. I'm just going to 'UGG! UGGA!'
=D. Hella fun.
He's too stoned,
Nintendo!
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| Music make you loose control |
[29 Oct 2006|01:57am] |
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I have 7 dollars to my name now.
Seeing as my mom didnt get me anything for my birthday, i'm going to ask her for 40 bucks for 'new shoes' for my birthday, tomorrow.
But if you know me, you know i've already got 6 or 7 pairs of chucks that fit me, and i really dont need any more shoes.
I'm going to get my tattoo if i can find a place around here that's open on a sunday.
If not, i'm just going to go to art room on tuesday, when it's open.
I'm not going to get an ankh for my first tattoo, though. Simply because I dont have the funding. Y'know?
I looked through both Fatty & Melissa's portfolios on the website, and I think I'd rather have melissa do it. She's got some amazing work on there. They're both amazing. And I'm getting something simple. So. -shrugs-.
I'm going to get a heart. Right under my left collarbone, i think. So it's sorta-kinda- above my heart.
 And possibly a star on the right, if there's a minimum of amount. [Aka. I was searching a lot of tat sites earlier, and some places, they implement a minimum of 50-dollar-tattoos.].
Hopefully there'll be no minimum wherever i go. because. well. I'm pretty cheap.
It'll be like this diagram. [-points left-]. But less gay.
I want the heart to be pastel pink. And if I get a star. Either pastel green or blue.
Please baby, cant you see?
My mind's a burning hell.
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| She doesnt own a dress; Her hair is always a mess |
[28 Oct 2006|10:22pm] |
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Dos Falcones: who was your last relationship with, guy or girl?
Gangrene Geisha: girl.
Dos Falcones: was that Jess?
Gangrene Geisha: yes.
Dos Falcones: how long did it last?
Gangrene Geisha: almost a year. D:
Gangrene Geisha: woulda been a year tomorrow.
Dos Falcones: and she cheated on you?
Gangrene Geisha: yes
Dos Falcones: stupid bitch, didnt know a good thing when she had it
Gangrene Geisha: =]
Dos Falcones: i would give my left nut to be in a relationship that long with you, and hopefully longer
Gangrene Geisha: aww! =D.
Dos Falcones: and i would NEVER cheat on you
Dos Falcones: i need my beauty rest lol
Dos Falcones: aka, crash untill my corpse needs food
Gangrene Geisha: =] well then.
Gangrene Geisha: have a happy sleep.
Dos Falcones: lol, of course it will be happy
Dos Falcones: because i have you to dream about
Gangrene Geisha: -melts-
=D Joe makes me happy, sometimes.
But he's still way too far away.
Today. I had to go for the drug test for walmart.
And I didnt have to pee.
It was funny. =).
I had to drink about 5 cups of water. And I felt like puking afterwards. It was great. =].
The rain was crazy, though. =O
Though I try to hide it, it's clear.
My world crumbles when you are not there.
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| My god, how scarred we are. |
[27 Oct 2006|01:28pm] |
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Today's going to be pretty bomb.
I don't think the alley's open, so me, chris, sully, and my sister, and hopefully justin. -prods-. are going to go up to providence by bus and catch haunted castle 3d at the imax, then walk around the mall for a while.
Anyways, the whole plans are:
1 - heading off to the DMV in a little bit to get the picture for my license taken, because it needs to be renewed. ;D.
2 - heading up to the school at around 2 to see everyone / get hugs.
3 - go out to coffee with ashy and sully. [ashy wont come to fucking providence because she's 'not allowed' to go on ripta busses. -_-]
4 - go to walmart for the actual job offer / the paperwork for the drug test.
5 - head up to across the street from the lincoln mall for the drug test.
6 - call everyone to see if they're coming up to providence.
7 - figure out a bus to take.
8 - take a bus.
9 - watch the movie. ;D.
10 - hopefully shop and shit.
11 - come home and -hopefully- get presents? haha.
Why the heck do i have to do this Dmv shit and work shit on my birthday? haha. I asked my mom to go to the DMV yesterday, but she wouldnt. -_-. She got the day off today, not because it's my birthday, but because Bobby's got to go to court.
Anyways. I'm going to go get in the shower now. And then go wherever.
Looks like I'm not going to be able to get my tat today. -_-;. Or for another up to 15 days. Because I'm not going to have my effing ID. D: Goddamnit.
But I'll get one.
I'm not one to say I'm going to do shit and then not. ;D.
So. Yeah.
I am unwritten, Can't read my mind,
I'm undefined.
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